1993
-Apartment-
Why are they shaking? They are shaking so much! I've never felt this way before. I'm scared shitless and I'm starting to feel dizzy. It hasn't been more then seven seconds and my hands are already tired. I can barely hold it. The sweat from my forehead is running down my face ...I want to throw up. No child should ever have to feel this way.
I see he is scared too. He can't decide to either take it from me or leave the apartment. The last thing I herd out of his mouth was
"Oh fuck! ...hey kid take it ea..."
then all the sounds started to fade. I see his lips moving as he slowly progresses towards the busted door...I just can't hear him. The only thing I can hear is my heart beat. Feels like time has stopped.
The movies make it look so easy. Pop! ...and the bad guy goes down. Why can't I pull the trigger? Every time Dad takes me to the woods, I've never had a problem pulling the trigger. It even feels good to release a shot and see the bottle shatter into a million pieces.
Maybe it's because of that girl from the fourth floor. I never knew a life could be taken away so fast. I also never got to tell her that I liked her. She was the cutest girl on the block and she always had that goofy smile on her face whenever she ate ice cream.
Seeing her cross that street...poor girl never saw it coming.
I see he is scared too. He can't decide to either take it from me or leave the apartment. The last thing I herd out of his mouth was
"Oh fuck! ...hey kid take it ea..."
then all the sounds started to fade. I see his lips moving as he slowly progresses towards the busted door...I just can't hear him. The only thing I can hear is my heart beat. Feels like time has stopped.
The movies make it look so easy. Pop! ...and the bad guy goes down. Why can't I pull the trigger? Every time Dad takes me to the woods, I've never had a problem pulling the trigger. It even feels good to release a shot and see the bottle shatter into a million pieces.
Maybe it's because of that girl from the fourth floor. I never knew a life could be taken away so fast. I also never got to tell her that I liked her. She was the cutest girl on the block and she always had that goofy smile on her face whenever she ate ice cream.
Seeing her cross that street...poor girl never saw it coming.
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