Leting Go

2003

-Street-

It has been four months since I last seen your face. Lately its been easier. Used to hurt a lot...honestly, it felt like my heart was torn out of my chest. You hurt me with those words as if they were knives. You left a hole in me. I couldn't believe how something like that could affect me so much. Always heard how bad it is, couldn't accept the possibility of it happening to me. I wasn't prepared. A piece of me died.

I wish people understood how much affect they could have on someone. They let you into their life. They give you their loyalty. They become attached, and they would give up their own life for you in a blink of an eye.

I want to come up there so bad and at least see your face one more time. Although I'm afraid the pain will crawl out and throw me back on that vicious cycle.

I want to believe that what we had, could happen again with someone else. Hopefully I can give my all...again.