River Of Tears

2005

"I drove twelve hundred miles for you"

"Babe, I told you wouldn't like it here!"

This is my fuck up...fuck! I should have never even mentioned that its possible for her to stay with me. It has only been two weeks, and her tears won't stop. This is not going to end. The city is too different for her, she can't adapt. She will drive me and her self crazy.

"I know, I was going to deal with the city...its you I can't hold onto. You are constantly out and on the go..."

"This a new place for me! I barely know anyone here. I need to be out to get connected with people. You like the nice apartment, you like the cadi, and you defiantly like the fancy restaurants...so please give a break!"

I'm such an idiot. I should have put an end to it three months ago. Makes me feel like shit every time I see her cry.